Enlightened 3

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ápr 17, 2012

I spent my day on the Island. It was marvellous. I walked there. I practised walking. I danced while I walked and flied also… just like a real Angel. I was my walk. And I felt that everyone felt it… and I was just smiling and smiling…

I walked a lot and my legs were happy 🙂

On the Island meditated for hours. I feel nowdays tired because of the vibrations and the huge amount of energies. I am full of energy and I am getting familiar with this condition but I am tired as well… interesting. My brain is tired, my emotional body is tired, and my phisycal body is tired as well. My human part is tired.

When I don’t practice walking I merge into the Silence. I feel the need. The need’s coming from inside of me. On the surface everything is loud. The city, the people, the whole vibrational environment is dizzy… The summer, the thick balsamic summer air. Music is everywhere, my human feelings, the excitement, and the hot, and the process that I live in every second with the thousands of universal information from different parts of the world from different worlds. My Presence is very strong. It feels sometimes close to madness. I felt some points in the last few days… very close to the ‘too much for the mind’… But I could handle them, and my awareness is getting wider and wider… For a rest I fall into complete Silence. I feel the need to bring myself somewhere to have a rest, and fall back into the well known Space of Mine… into Emptiness and infinite Silence. I can be with the now and the thickness and fullness and loudness on the material level, and I can be with other layers of Me… in the complete Nothing. So I get every moment to be quiet. I am chaos right now. I can fall into it and I feel the strong rythm and the power in it… somehow creating an ununderstandable but great Order in it. 

I maditated for hours today on the island and I had an experience that I cannot put into words… I was very far and in paralell I could see and admire the dance of the light on the leaves. I was in the total understandig of the right Now… and I could sustain this state…

… and I was singing: “Take from Me everything that takes me from You!”… and the bow was complete… and I started to shine. Shine inside and shine outside… I was in a Divine Space and I had Love everywhere, in every molecules of The Presence that I am… and that was the point when I had to start to share, because I felt the explosion that makes me into particles, and the very high preassure increased more and more, I felt the attraction between the particles and I knew… another Big Bang… It happened… I cannot express, it is another new existance level…

I wrote this letter till 4.32am, and I’m awake now again. It is 8.08am… I just recognized I was in the same state during theese years I spent with working on myself. I was turnig in and out the same circle. Repeating the same things. But now I can use this experience  for reaching the Source and being with it, being in it… I just use these moments to release from my space everything that I don’t wanna carry anymore… I am flying…

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